Mind/Body Connection
I'm really believing more in a mind/body connection. For the past couple of days I've been feeling a kind of lump in my throat, I felt it again today as I pulled into my parking lot which was strange. I mean as soon as I come home I feel this sick feeling, not cool. But that I felt it almost immediately upon coming home was most interesting.
I've been moving into a different phase of my life as of late too. Got a new TV, finally decided to change the light bulb in my computer room (It was originally sent to me in the mail from a Christian church; the light of Jesus. It was a 25 watt bulb that I decided to use after a lot of other bulbs kept breaking. I had intended to use the light of Jesus until it too blew, but damn the light of Jesus just will not go out!), anyway replaced the 25 watt bulb with a brighter 60 watt, and today I cleaned my computer desk. I was clearing away items on it and decided to finally put away my old Verizon phone. Before I did I was looking at the text messages on it.
All of the messages were to and from a person I really care about. It was nice to relive another time, if only for a few minutes while I perused the messages. Fitting with moving into a new phase of my life I erased everything on the phone, all of the messages, gone. I did have an urge to text her though, just to say I was thinking about her. Once I decided to send the text the lump in my throat lifted and has yet to return.
If you're at all familiar with the body's chakra system then you'll know that the throat is the center of one. Not that I'm an expert on chakras but from what I do know when they're out of balance you feel pain in the associated bodily area. The general attributes around the throat chakra are communication. So in my case feeling a lump in my throat could be a sign that I have a communication issue to resolve in my life. Is it coincidence that the lump in my throat went away when I decided to send the text? Who knows.
Of course I believe it isn't, but you're free to draw your own conclusions.